Wandering Thoughts

surrender

Scott Barry

“When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, “Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.” Mark 8:34

This week I received a great question from someone about Surrender and what it actually means I thought I would share my response:

Sorry it’s taken me a bit to get back to you. I am glad you enjoyed Door of Hope. In regard to Surrender it is important to remember that we are not submitting our lives to an ideology but an actual personality. Neither is it a feeble attempt to lay aside our desires but receiving from Christ His desires. I would say that according to Jesus, surrender is coming to a place in life where He becomes ultimate. Where we are not seeking Him for what we can get from Him, but because His will (that is His wants) is our deepest desire. Jesus is not a cosmic Killjoy who neither robs us of our desires nor is He a cosmic Santa Claus who gives everything we ever thought we wanted. I would say that surrender is when we recognize that life is not about us but Him, and He in return gives us life, which is better than anything else we could have asked for. God does care about the minutia of our lives but we must first gauge whether our relationship with Him is in place. He will never give us anything that would hinder His relationship with us. Bringing us into communion with Himself is His primary concern. It is only then He can effectively use us.

Let us deny the lies of what we think is best for us and come alive in Him who is True and faithful. Surrender to Jesus is the only place we will find freedom from the tyranny of the flesh.

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How Long Will This Sin Control Me?

“How long will my enemy be exalted over me?” Psalm13:2

How long will this sin control me? George MacDonald once wrote: “A man is in bondage to whatever he cannot part with that is less than himself.” One of the most vital discoveries we can make as believers is the greatest enemy we will battle in this life is not Satan but ourselves. If Satan died today you would sin tomorrow. Our miscalculation of our ability to do the things we should not is at the root of much of our bondage. We measure sin outwardly but Christ measures inwardly, He looks at the heart. Our ability to keep our most depraved thoughts from manifesting themselves in action does not make us less sinful just more secretive. Paul writes in Romans 2:16 “in the day when God will judge the secrets of men by Jesus Christ, according to my gospel.” This is a sobering prospect that the secret thoughts of our hearts will be judged. What shall we do? How do we break free from the sins that control us? The golden key to our liberation is the “good death”. You cannot sin if you are dead. The flesh must die! Is this not what the scriptures tell us again and again. Jesus tells us we must die to ourselves, pick up our cross and follow him. Paul says it is no longer I who live but Christ who dwells in me. The death of the flesh for the life of Christ does not seem like a bad deal. The problem is that we are so consumed with controlling our own lives, that we have closed the door on the One we should be giving control to. We are afraid of dying but it is the only way to living. Until we realize that victory is not something to be seized but someone to be released, we will continue to be controlled by the sins that render our lives impotent.

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How Long Will I Hurt?

William Blake

“How long shall I take counsel in my soul, Having sorrow in my heart daily?” Psalm 13:2

“In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials, that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ.” 1Peter 1:6-9

How long will I hurt? To be human is to hurt. To be human is to feel pain. It is the outcome of sin, and where sin is, death, heartbreak, and pain follow. Not even God himself was immune to it for Jesus as the God Man fully partook of our suffering without sinning, and was Himself called the Son of sorrows. Through the redemptive work on the cross He has now become our sympathetic High Priest. He has indentified Himself with us in our pain. He is now relatable and fully available. As followers of Jesus Christ pain and trials are not optional, but how pain is dealt with is. Will we allow God to use what he hates to accomplish what He loves? He will use trials to test and refine us. In the midst of difficulty let us not be concerned with the length of time, but the depth of understanding. We must rely on Christ in times of suffering and we will find that he stands in the flames with us. Those flames can change us into his likeness. He understands so let us not become bitter but allow Him to make us better.

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How Long Will You Hide From Me?

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“How long, O LORD? Will You forget me forever? How long will You hide Your face from me?” Psalm13:1

How long will you hide? God does not hide; it is us who hide from God. Man’s avoidance of God has been going on since the garden. We will do practically anything to avoid the troubling reality of our falleness. We want Jesus as long He does not require anything of us, but His very presence is an offense to our independent lives. His holiness makes us come undone we are naked and ashamed. Therefore we hide in our sin until it feels like He is hiding from us. In our modern age never is this more clearly seen or felt. We carry so much baggage as believers that the world isn’t convinced and either are we. One might begin to wonder if Christ is indeed hiding. Jesus says, “Come unto Me and I will give you rest for your souls”. Have we counted the cost? It will require we go through the cross – the real condition of our hearts must be uncovered. Nothing is harder than transparency with God and each other, but sharing our weaknesses humbles us and brings us out of hiding. When this occurs the doors of heaven are opened, and fellowship becomes vibrant.

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How Long Will You Forget Me?

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“How long, O LORD? Will You forget me forever?” Psalm13:1

How long will you forget me? How sad that it is us who forgets God we don’t feel His nearness because we don’t remember His word. Faith is not built on feelings, but on the Word of God. “Let God be true and everyman a liar”. In a world that has replaced facts with fiction and love of God for the love of self, let us remember that all that is true is found in Christ. When the Word has set us free we shall be free indeed. To know Jesus is to know we’re not forgotten, to remember God is to know the Son, and Jesus is the Word in action. (John 1). There is only one thing God forgets in regards to His children and that is our sin. Remember Him and rejoice you are not forgotten.

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Urge Overkill

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“But earnestly desire the best gifts.” 1Corinthians 12:31

“Man’s desires are limited by his perceptions: None can desire what he has not perceived” William Blake

Blake was right when he pointed out that ignorance leads to stunted growth and unsatisfied desire. Desire itself is not bad but God given, it is what is desired that qualifies its health or sickness. We as followers of Jesus have not only the opportunity, but also the responsibility to press onto maturity in our relationship with Jesus Christ. The problem is we must desire Him if this is to occur. Spiritual boredom has so robbed our generation of direction that we have lost our way and have placed our desires on things that simply break our ignorant hearts. This is the law of diminishing returns. We must come back to the faith of our fathers and fall in love again with great truths that Christianity is built upon. Doctrine matters what we think of God will define who we are. If our view is low, if our hearts are cold, and our minds dulled, then we have no right to expect our lives to be any more meaningful than those we are trying to reach we are even more pathetic for we have a form of Godliness but deny it’s power. God must become our supreme desire and when He is, life will become the adventure He intended his children to enjoy, the adventure of knowing Him. May our perception of His nearness create within us a Holy urge to go further than we have gone before. Desires cannot be taken out of life but they must be redirected through discipline. May we discipline our desire for the best gift, and that is God.

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Simplicity Blinds The Devil

William Blake

“But I fear, lest somehow, as the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness, so your minds may be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.” 2Corinthians 11:3

Simplicity in it’s essence is not the negation of things or the removal of pleasure from our lives but it is the redirecting and refocusing of our lives and resources upon the Life from whom everything else flows. It is in Him that real life is found and the death we must die is death to the lie of who God never intended us to be that we might come alive in Him and begin to discover who we really are. It is through the denial of self that the true self is discovered.

Loving a God who loves us perfectly is not complicated, but Satan loves to make it difficult by confusing us. He tells us God doesn’t really mean what He says, he whispers in our ears “ Your not good enough for God to love, you’ve got to earn God’s respect”. Satan wants to convince us that our faith is in a distant ideology rather than a thinking, feeling personality. When we believe this lie we pile burdens on our shoulders that were never intended for us to carry. Danish philosopher, Soren Kierkegaard, understood how to fight this well when he wrote, “Simplicity blinds the Devil”. Simplifying our lives as Christians is not dumbing down our faith. It is purifying anything that is not of God in our lives. This brings Christ into everything and us into Him. Satan has no power against a man who rests in Jesus; just meditate on our Lord’s words in Matthew 11:28-29, “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.” Jesus desires relationship not religion, He wants to be known not known about. The more I fall in love with Him, the more I desire to simplify and purify my life, that He might be my all in all.

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Everything

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“My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.” James 1:2-6

What we believe to be true about God will define who we are and how we respond and function in life. If we have low views of God, if our interpretation of His character is based upon our feelings rather than His word, we will undoubtedly find ourselves sinking in the storms of life. If our foundation has cracks in it, it will only be a matter of time before we crumble under pressure. Sure, it is true that a house will stand if it experiences no turbulence, but even in stable times there is an ever so subtle shifting that can cause a home to be no longer a safe dwelling. The reality is, storms will come and our foundation must stand strong. Truth is immovable. When we as believers in Jesus Christ lean upon the truth of who He is and what He has accomplished for us we know He is true because we know Him. George Macdonald wrote, “ To see a truth. To know it, to understand it, and love it are all one.” We must allow the truth of whom Christ is to assimilate into all areas of our lives. To believe in Him, to live for Him, to love Him should all be one. When this occurs our foundation is strong and our praise comes forth even in times of testing. For the word tells us, “He who keeps His word, truly the Love of God is perfected in Him.” 1John 2:5. Christian living can really be broken down into two simple principles: “Love who He is” and, “Do what He says.” The word is our guide to the “living Word” and in Him lays all victory. The soul that is in perpetual communion with Christ through the simple but neglected principle of “abiding in the vine” discovers the joy that James speaks of, because He knows all that has been required of him is to trust in Son, that is to stay connected to the vine. This removes the pressure of self-exertion there is no need to “white knuckle our way up Jacobs ladder.” Resting in the power of the Son raises the arms of the saved and we can sing with joy; “no matter what this day will bring I will lift my hands and sing be my everything.”

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Know

Chad Crouch

“Jesus said to him, ‘Have I been with you so long, and yet you have not known Me, Philip? He who has seen Me has seen the Father; so how can you say, ‘Show us the Father’?” John 14:9

Intimacy with Jesus Christ is the greatest need in the church today. How sad that so many who profess Christ do not actually know Him. Like Philip, whose relationship to Jesus was determined only by what he could see, discovered in this recorded incident that he was still spiritually blind. So too, many believers today, blind to the reality of Jesus, believe more in the idea than they do in the Man. Christianity is not a lifestyle choice. It is, and must be a restoration of God’s character in us (holiness), that we might know Him, love Him, and serve Him. One cannot be known if proper time is not invested into the relationship. Do we believe that we can have friendship with the Creator of the universe, or does that seem like an archaic ideology that was buried with the mystics? Intimacy can be had and must be had if we desire to be a catalyst in which the Holy Ghost can flow freely. Is there not something in the deep recesses of our soul that tells us, “Yes, more can be had.

So how can we be intimate with Christ? The answer is discovered in sacred romance. G.K. Chesterton described romance as that which is an adventure and cozy like home all at the same time. It is discovery and familiarity wrapped in one. As we seek after Christ as a person and not an idea, as we make His interests our interests, we begin to discover the “joy inexpressible.” We find God is here, and is nearer to our hearts than was expected. When our faith increases, self-awareness decreases. Christ awareness increases as His life releases. Love is enlarged, life is enriched, and relationship becomes reality as we are confronted with the magnificent love of God. The cross of Calvary looms overhead, forgiveness is revealed, sin is concealed, and we are free. Sacred romance is the fruition of obedience and can be broken into the following three disciplines:

Imagination: What would Jesus do? Living in the Word “For who has known the mind of the LORD that he may instruct Him? But we have the mind of Christ. “ 1 Corinthians 2:16

Imitation: Do what Jesus would do! Living out the Word “You are My friends if you do whatever I command you.” John 15:14

Intimacy: Know Him! Living with the Word “If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love.” John 15:10

When we imagine what Christ would do, we must remember that everything He did was that which pleased the Father, and that which pleases the Father is the submitted heart resting in Himself. All love, power, and sustenance come from this source. Just as Jesus surrendered His life in obedience to the Father, trusting in Him as an example to us, we too must surrender. For surrender opens the door to friendship with Christ.

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Vision

Seth Neefus

“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” Matthew 5:8

Unless our hearts are pure, we shall not see as we should, for those who see God are those who desire God. Desires that wander are weak desires, but the more strongly we set our course for heaven, that is, the more we keep our eyes set upon the Author of life, the more acutely our desire for him grows. The great discovery is that as we press toward the goal in submission and humility, the more like Him we become, and the more we begin to see Him in all that we do. Satisfaction of the soul can only be found in submission to God through these things: sacrifice of self-interests for God’s interests, simplicity of loving and living in Christ, and servitude toward God and men.

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